3/6/11
I’m the kid who can’t get anything right,
Even when I’m going well I’m still so behind
other kids my age, stuck with this rage
that I can’t will myself to escape,

All my friends are starting to leave this town,
But it’s got it’s hold on me and it’s still pulling me down,
I’m just the kid left on pause
as you all speed through fast forward,

I’m just left here stuck in place alone,
While everyone else moves out of home
and I, I’m still here, consumed by fear
that I can’t seem to make disappear,

All my friends are starting to leave this town,
But it’s got it’s hold me and it’s still pulling me down,
I’m just the kid left on pause
as you all speed through fast forward,

And I’m stuck worthless and afraid,
And so ashamed, so ashamed,
And I can’t live like this forever,
But I can’t put the pieces together,
And I’m stuck worthless and afraid,
Stuck inside this rage, so ashamed,

All my friends are starting to leave this town,
But it’s got it’s hold on me and it’s still pulling me down,
I’m just the kid left on pause
as you all speed through fast forward,

And I can’t fix it, this is it, my entire life is this sick existence,
And I can’t reverse it, this is me, my entire life is so, so sick,
And I’m the one who always gets left behind no matter
how hard I seem to try, I will never be good enough.